Things in My Life That Should Make Me Happy Right Now

1. Finally a regular junior editor with a decent paycheck
2. The pile of chocolates sent by relatives from abroad
3. A family that manages to stay intact somehow
4. Someone who makes me feel special, yes, in a romantic way
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Where You Used to Be?

There’s a void in my chest. In my heart, it seems. Funny how there’s this illusion, that I feel it — empty — when I know there can’t literally  be a hole (or anything to signify that something has gone missing) in my heart, ’cause then I’d be dead.

Absurd, this emptiness that does not actually exist.

If it’s physically impossible, how do I feel it?

If it’s not there, how does it feel so real?

So absurd.